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WARNING: Spoilers for Season One... that's really nothing anymore but still.







1. If You Hadn't But You Did - Two on the Isle
There he goes as usual, my man.
Breaking my foolish heart.
I really don’t know what to do about him…
I’ve told my self I’ve got to do without him…
There he goes as usual, my man.
Tearing my heart apart. He’s made my life a mess.
I’ve got to do this I guess… Goodbye, Joe, from here I kiss you.
Goodbye, Joe, I hope I don’t miss you.

2. I Move On - Chicago the Musical
So as we play in life's ballet,
we're not the dying swans,
we just move on,
we move on.

3. Where Do We Go From Here? - Buffy Once More with Feeling
Understand we'll go hand-in-hand
But we'll walk alone in fear.

4. You'd Be Surprised - Idina Menzel
You'd be surprised I've loved you all along.
You'd be surprised I now confess when I am wrong,
And I see the world around me in a slightly softer shade.
If you were here, you wouldn't walk away...

5. Happy Ending - Mika
2 o'clock in the morning, something's on my mind
Can't get no rest; keep walkin' around
If I pretend that nothin' ever went wrong, I can get to my sleep
I can think that we just carried on

6. I Will Survive - Cake
At first I was afraid
I was petrified
I kept thinking
I could never live without you by my side
But then I spent so many nights
Just thinking how you'd done me wrong
And I grew strong
I learned how to get along

7. Forget It - Breaking Benjamin
There's a place I see you follow me
Just a taste of all that might come to be
I'm alone but only breath you can breath
to question every answer coming

8. You Could Be Happy - Snow Patrol
You could be happy, I hope you are
You made me happier than I'd been by far
Somehow everything I own smells of you
And for the tiniest moment it's all not true

9. There's a Fine Fine Line - Avenue Q
And I don't have the time to waste on you anymore.
I don't think that you even know what you're looking for.
For my own sanity I've got to close the door
And walk away...

10. Right Here Waiting - Staind
I've made a commitment
I'm willing to bleed for you
I needed fulfillment
I found what I need in you

11. Without You - Rent
Life goes on
but I'm gone
'cause I die, without you

12. Anyone Else But You - The Moldy Peaches(AKA the Jack's Back song)
You're a part time lover and a full time friend
The monkey on your back is the latest trend
I don't see what anyone can see in anyone else...but you
I'll kiss you on the brain in the shadow of the train
I'll kiss you all starry eyed my body swingin' from side to side
I don't see what anyone can see in anyone else...but you

Title: Conversations with Ex Lovers
Series: Heroes and Magic
Author: Bella_Reeve
Beta: emerald_nebula She = Beta of Awesomeness!
Rating: R
Warnings: Slash, strong language, violence
Fandom: Torchwood/Buffy the Vampire Slayer
Characters/Shippers: Jack/Ianto with mentions of Jack/Gwen, Owen/Gwen, Tosh/OC Buffy/Ianto
Spoilers: Torchwood: All Season One, Buffy: Through the end of Season 7
Disclaimer: RTD and BBC own Torchwood, the much more talented Joss Whedon lays claim to Buffy… and I guess Fox, too but who cares?
Summary: Five years after Ianto disappeared, Jack winds up in Rome where he will discover vampires and the man they all thought dead.


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Chapter Index
( When Jack woke up the next morning, he was still clutching his pillow. )

R/R Please! X-posted just about everywhere.

Title: The Beginning of an End
Series: Heroes and Magic
Author: Bella_Reeve
Beta: emerald_nebula Who really helps make this great.
Rating: R
Warnings: Slash, strong language, violence
Fandom: Torchwood/Buffy the Vampire Slayer
Characters/Shippers: Jack/Ianto with mentions of Jack/Gwen, Owen/Gwen, Tosh/OC Buffy/Ianto
Spoilers: Torchwood: All Season One, Buffy: Through the end of Season 7
Disclaimer: RTD and BBC own Torchwood, the much more talented Joss Whedon lays claim to Buffy… and I guess Fox, too but who cares?
Summary: Five years after Ianto disappeared, Jack winds up in Rome where he will discover vampires and the man they all thought dead.


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Chapter index

( The Beginning of an End )

Please R/R

Title: A Tale of Two Secret Organizations
Series: Heroes and Magic
Author: Bella_Reeve
Beta: emerald_nebula -gives lots of love and cookies and puppies too-
Rating: R
Warnings: Slash, strong language, violence, bad crossovers…is that a warning?
Fandom: Torchwood/Buffy the Vampire Slayer
Characters/Shippers: Jack/Ianto with mentions of Jack/Gwen, Owen/Gwen, Tosh/OC Buffy/Ianto
Spoilers: Torchwood: All Season One, Buffy: Through the end of Season 7
Disclaimer: RTD and BBC own Torchwood, the much more talented Joss Whedon lays claim to Buffy… and I guess Fox, too but who cares?
Summary: Five years after Ianto disappeared, Jack winds up in Rome where he will discover vampires and the man they all thought dead.


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( Heroes and Magic Chapter Two )
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( mix behind the cut )

Title: Of Witches and Time Agents
Series: Heroes and Magic follows up “What the Snowman...” and “All the things...”
Author: Bella_Reeve
Betas: babysquid Edited for content and emerald_nebula Pretty much made the fic. I love both of you so much for doing this!
Rating: R
Warnings: Slash, strong language, violence, bad crossovers…is that a warning?
Fandom: Torchwood/Buffy the Vampire Slayer
Characters/Shippers: Jack/Ianto with mentions of Jack/Gwen, Owen/Gwen, Tosh/OC and the cast of Buffy
Spoilers: Torchwood: All Season One, Buffy: Through the end of Season 7
Disclaimer: RTD and BBC own Torchwood, the much more talented Joss Whedon lays claim to Buffy… and I guess Fox, too but who cares?
Notes: This is the result of plot bunny mating, I’m sure of it. Or maybe that I’ve been rewatching season three Buffy and season one Torchwood too much.
Summary: Five years after Ianto disappeared, Jack winds up in Rome where he will discover vampires and the man they all thought dead.


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( Fic behind the very real cut )

So I am about to tell you something that I am deeply shamed of. When i am sitting and doing homework? the white noise I like is actually, and I shutter to say this, reality tv. So I had it on MTV and was watching something (I don't even remember what) and reading Don Quixote and I look up and suddenly realize I have been watching I love new york for a half an hour. I sit and watch and am suddenly like "... holy shit, who watches this on a regular basis!" I mean what the fuck?! Has anyone seen this damn show? It's awful. Like really awful more so than anything else. And now I have to go see which of my brother's animales pooped.

Yasi, for your birthday I made you a mix... and wrote a fic to go with it! Hope you like it!
( To the b-day gift! )

Title: Little You Know…
Fandom: The Office
Characters: Ryan/OC/Michael
Prompt: 95
Word Count: 274
Rating: PG
Warnings/Spoilers: Slash, slight spoilers for 3x24
Summary: “The Scranton branch, again?” He nodded. She smiled. “I think you spend more time down there than you do here with me.” Sequal to “Can’t Run From Me”

When the sun is up,
on a clear blue sky,
you will act like a lover.
When the sky is grey,
and the rain comes down,
you will run for cover.
-Aqua

( Little You Know... )

Title: Can't Run From Me
Fandom: The Office
Characters: Ryan/Michael
Prompt: 61
Word Count: 372
Rating: PG
Warnings/Spoilers:Slash Kissing. Spoilers for 3x24
Summary: Ryan seems to think that getting a new girl will make him happy.
( Can't Run From Me )

Title: My Dream
Author: Bella_Reeve
Fandom: The Office
Characters: Ryan/Michael
Prompt: 38 – Surrender
Word Count: 261
Rating: Hard R
Author's Notes: The truth is I made Ryan’s kink one of my kinks. Tell me what you think I live for feedback. Yasi is my fantastic beta reader!

I can't pretend anymore
That I'm not affected, I'm not moved
I can't lie to myself that
I'm not always thinking of you
-Laura Pausini

( Hot breath against my skin, making me gasp and groan. )

... yeah this is going to take awhile. Anyways, this is for 100songs and.. yeah ok it's a new pairing that I'm completely in love with. It's Ryan/Michael from the Office... yeah I know. Anyway....

001.	Waiting (Save Your Life)	002.	I Hope You Dance	003.	Whatever Happened to the Heroes	004.	Always Come Back to You	005.	Shed My Skin
006.	Everybody’s Fool	007.	Walk Away	008.	The Ghost of You	009.	Fallen	010.	Best of You
011.	On Fire	012.	Knowing Me, Knowing You	013.	Together	014.	I’m No Superman	015.	Overkill
016.	When You Say You Love Me	017.	A Moment Like This	018.	Waiting for My Real Life to Begin	019.	Let Go	020.	Someday We’ll Know
021.	Learning to Breathe	022.	Synesthesia	023.	The Days of the Phoenix	024.	This Love	025.	Harder to Breathe
026.	She Will Be Loved	027.	Take Me Away	028.	Miss Independent	029.	Someday	030.	Wherever You Will Go
031.	Let it Go	032.	I Miss You	033.	In the End	034.	I Hate Everything About You	035.	I Love Myself Today
036.	Boulevard of Broken Dreams	037.	White Flag	038.	Surrender	039.	Tears in Heaven	040.	Bridge Over Troubled Water
041.	Colorblind	042.	Adam’s Song	043.	Crash and Burn	044.	Truly, Madly, Deeply	045.	You’re Beautiful
046.	Never Ever	047.	Play Dead	048.	Holy Tears	049.	Insatiable	050.	The Leaving Song
051.	Come Clean	052.	Anywhere but Here	053.	Don’t Turn Around	054.	The Sign	055.	I'm Your Man
056.	Pretending	057.	And Love Said No	058.	In Joy and Sorrow	059.	Heartache Every Moment	060.	Monday Morning
061.	Introduction to a Broken Heart	062.	Be As	063.	Angels	064.	On My Own	065.	Poetic Tragedy
066.	Go the Distance	067.	Going Under	068.	You and Me	069.	Beautiful	070.	Thank You
071.	Perfect	072.	Accidentally in Love	073.	Cry Me a River	074.	Bless the Broken Road	075.	I Will Remember You
076.	Wrong Impression	077.	Unpretty	078.	Somewhere Over the Rainbow	079.	Never had a Dream Come True	080.	Nothing to Lose
081.	Lies	082.	Homeward Bound	083.	Crawling	084.	Breaking the Habit	085.	Landslide
086.	Pieces of Me	087.	El Condor Pasa	088.	The Sound of Silence	089.	Rainy Day Man	090.	Fighter
091.	Live Like You Were Dyin’	092.	The Color of Blue	093.	Turn Back Time	094.	Good Guys	095.	Good Morning Sunshine
096.	The Noose	097.	Writer‘s Choice.	098.	Writer‘s Choice.	099.	Writer‘s Choice.	100.	Writer‘s Choice.

Based on the RP with Yasi.

( in itunes formate )

So since I had kind of a.... up and down day I made this to cheer myself up! ^^ It's the mix for Coraline and Zach, two OC characters brought together by their lovely but slightly insane creators!

This is at it's core a gift for Yasi!
( The formate for songs is not iTunes this time so you should all be able to download it! )

Title: Four Ways to Kill Yourself (and One Way to Let Him)
Author: Bella_Reeve
Rating: PG-13
Warnings: Graphic content involving plans for suicide
Fandom: Torchwood, Ianto-centered, Ianto/Multiple
Spoilers: All season one and season three of DW
Disclaimer: RTD is in charge and BBC funds it. Guess who isn’t on the BBC payroll!

( Four Ways to Kill Yourself... )

Sooooo I've had this obsession with Ianto/Coraline for awhile which is weird because I don't even want it to happen in the RP! For those of you who might not know, Coraline is my Doctor Who RP character who I don't ACTUALLY plan on having hook up with Ianto. I'm just insane.
( This way to tracks and art )

Well I thought I'd give the Theme one more shot. This is based a bit on the old rp The Life And Times Of The Marauders.

( The Life and Times of the Maruaders (And that Evans Girl, Too) )

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